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[silversnowfall]

...Even knowing it is an experiment...doesn't seem to be changing my thoughts. How strange.

Though I am quite certain it could be much, much worse. After all, I...mm.

[you can find her, by the way, walking around outside after this post, with the occasional dreamy sigh. She has her journal and will answer voice replies, too - already affected, she's safe to talk to]

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[fonon-professor.livejournal.com]

[Because of the experiment, perhaps?] Once something was written in the Score, there was nothing we could do to change that fate, regardless of how beneficial it was.

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[silversnowfall]

I know. It would have been impossible to defy the Score at the time. I married the man it said I would.

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[fonon-professor.livejournal.com]

Did that make you happy?

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[silversnowfall]

Not at first. ...But I was happy after a while.

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[fonon-professor.livejournal.com]

Was it true happiness, or was it merely a sense of fulfillment in regards to your duty?

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[silversnowfall]

This experiment may not be allowing me to answer that truthfully.

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[fonon-professor.livejournal.com]

Hmm... Fair enough. [She gives Nephry a faint smile.]

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[silversnowfall]

But you can see the problem now.

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[fonon-professor.livejournal.com]

Yes, I suppose I can. [It's a tricky situation, to say the least. Normally, she'd tell Nephry to go for it, as Luceti isn't bound by the Score anyway. But not only is she married, she's also under the influence of an experiment right now.]

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[silversnowfall]

...When I return home...I wouldn't be able to face him.

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[fonon-professor.livejournal.com]

Your husband?

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[silversnowfall]

Yes.

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[fonon-professor.livejournal.com]

I can imagine... Though you may not remember Luceti at all when you return to Auldrant.